I'm giving in, not giving up.

I'll go with whatever your decision is.
I'm not giving up with our relationship, I'm just giving in.
Thank God I have a good heart capacity to do this.
I don't think I have to say this, cause I think you already know how I want to fight for this relationship.
But I can't fight alone, you know it.
I don't want to force you, nor anybody.
If I do that, I'll end up with hurting somebody that I love, and that is definitely not me.
The happiness of the people I love is my priority in life.

Thank you for being nice this past few weeks, for always texting me just to update what will you do that day, or what you've done.
I feel like what I used to be.
But sorry I've felt that I was just a companion during your backpacking activities.

I'm just trying to be the best, I always try to be the best, give you the best cause you are my best.

I know the journey after this is not easy, but I should keep going.
It is so hard to let you go, you know it.
I have prepared my heart after what you said to me on October 29th, 2011.
I thought I'm ready, but right now I'm still crying while I'm writing this.
I'm strong, aren't I?