I woke up early in the morning.
Maybe because I was anxious.
I really wanted to go to your place.
I wanted to refresh my mind for what happened yesterday.
I don't wanna be an ungrateful daughter, but my flesh always won on the upset emotion to the things related about my dad.
I love you dad, but somehow I don't know what to say, I don't know what to do, I don't know how to react to every action you do.
I am just human, sometimes I lose my patience.
And I am sorry for that.
Finally I made up my mind.
I love my spontaneous decision.
I love it when my heart win over my mind.
I love it when I follow what my heart tell me what to do.
So, I was there.
At your place.
At the place where I can lay down and watch you play your game.
You don't have to say anything.
In the silence I can feel the peacefullness that I was looking for.
I know that you are my sanctuary.
I'd rather be beside you doing nothing, than away from you doing anything.
I was happy when you sat close to me while we're watching television with the guys.
Maybe you didn't feel anything special about it. That's okay.
This was just me and my way to be happy with simple things.
I was also happy when you teased me about me being jealous to the kid that I thought you're waving your hand at.
I know that you know (eventhough I'm not sure) that I still have feeling for you.
I do.
We sat next to each other and watched our favourite tv series.
We cuddled.
I love it when I can lay on your chest.
Smell your body scent.
I wanted to stop the time, I wish I can do it.
I was in heaven. With you.
I ended my long weekend perfectly.
I chose to spend it with the person who give me happiness effortlessly, just by being himself.
Thank you for the weekend.
Sorry if I was bothering you.
